I think the biggest thing that makes me cry is letting others down.
When I cut my finger, feel bad about others who are in pain that I had nothing to do with or watch an emotional movie or commercial—SURE I cry then, but what will make me cry quicker than anything is when—
I let someone down.
I don’t do it ON PURPOSE, of course. But still…I didn’t do something I was supposed to. I, what some call, DROPPED THE BALL. I guess that is why I don’t like that saying. For me, it’s a super painful personal statement.
I know that I’m human and I shouldn’t fret so much on human error, but I do. I should not forget things, do things the right way and follow through on things I’ve promised. I try my best, but sometimes things happen. I guess, grrrrrr…I drop the ball. UG! Again, hate that.
Today, Monday, just another day. I know every day is a gift. Every day is another opportunity. Every day is a new day. I am trying to keep my chin up and my attitude JOVIAL, but at this very moment, it’s difficult.
I know it will pass and hopefully I can make it up –the error, I mean–hopefully I can make it up to the person I let down.
But for now…I’ll just cry.